by Kanana Tue Jul 24, 2012 2:06 pm
Kanana felt like she was falling. She'd been kissed, hundreds of times, and never, not once, did those kisses ever make her feel more than lust. Dam'n Jareth! Why did he have to be....she trailed off. She couldn't think straight anymore. She was his, completely. Heart, body, mind and soul. She hated herself for that, and him too, but there was no way that she could trick herself into believing otherwise anymore. But she'd rather die than let him know that she'd fallen headfirst in....love with him. She kissed him back, his soft yet firm lips against hers, and made a small sound. It was almost like a whimper...odd, she'd never made that sound before...
She closed her eyes, succumbing completely. It was useless to fight this; he was hers, she was his. Except the fact that he didn't feel the same...this thought forced her to pull away. She looked at him, and for the first time, her eyes weren't dancing with merriment or tease. They were...sad. She kissed him once more, a final kiss to seal her heart away. She hated herself for loving him. She gave him a final look, and then, she turned and left, not looking back at the man she loved, whom she left standing in the halls of her home.
She managed to walk away like normal, not letting him see that she was tearing herself to pieces. When she got to her bedroom, she shut the doors and locked them, then turned to lean against them. She pressed a fist against her forehead, willing herself to not cry. Never had she cried; not when her brothers had died, not when the neon light took her parents. No. He wasn't worth turning into someone...soft. She took a deep breathe and stood up straight, done. Emotions, feeling, all thrown out the window. She opened a door behind the tapestry in her bedroom and went down the steps leading to her Laboratory. Making people scream would make her feel better...
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