On Her Way To The Great Library

Tokiwa found herself pulled away from the window, she was so close to be free, why would someone pull her away. She would flail around not really understanding what danger she was just in. She would look over seeing Elena, she would smile, " hey there, Miss Elena....your looking pretty today, with your blue...red....green...skin" She would say the colors of things still shifting around alot. She would start giggling and not seemly stop. "I can fly elena...don't you want to see." She would say flaping her arms up and down. her eyes showned a clearly tired look to them.

Tokiwa was starting to feel better, atleast he colors of the room had stoped changing colors. "But im not tired." She would say with a smile. When elena brought the spoon of soup close to her she could eat it quickly, she did feel quite hungry she looked up at elena. "Elena were is lady kanana." She would say wondering were she was.

tokiwa would just lay there as she looked over at elena, "Whats wrong with me, Kanana said somthing happened to me...what was it?" She said wanting to know what this thing kanana was so worried about all the sudden. What had she done, to make so much worry. It didn't look like anything bad happened, everything seemed fine and ok, but she couldn't shake the feeling she was the cause of what was going on.

( im not responding here....but....that sentence...is just....lol)

Tokiwa watched as Elena was about to respond before Kanana burst into the room, telling Elena to get out. She watched as Elena hurried out, kanana asked about how she was feeling, and said something about important news for her. "I'm feeling great lady kanana." she would say with a happy tone. she looked at Kanana's smile, she noticed that it was slightly off form her normal smile she gave her. "Important news for me?" She would say excitedly, "What is it?" getting all jumpy wanting to know what it was.

Tokiwa stopped, What was serious. Then Kanana told her, about a power she supposedly had to burn down towns and cities. Her mind flashed back to her last to homes and what had happened. She quickly became upset, She was the monster. She quickly started crying, She had caused all that chaos and death. She would grab hold of kanana, still crying, Kanana would most likly feel that her skin was heating up, however it stoped at a mild heat. The only thing keeping that power from activating right then and there, was because kanana was there.

Tokiwa sat there crying. "But, I've hurt so many people....I destoryed my last home." She would say, contiuning to cry. "I've caused so much trouble... and pain..." tokiwa took the cup offered to her and she drank it quickly, feeling quite thirsty. Her body was slowly cooling down back to normal.

Tokiwa's crying had started to die down. she didn't know what to do, she almost wanted to leave, fearful she might end up hurting somone in the castle, or worst maybe even hurting kanana. she listened to kanana talk about not having control, "You didn't have control either?" she sniffed. " I would like to learn control, so I dont hurt anyone else." She would say

Tokiwa laid there, not really sure what to think of what had just happened. All of the pain and death she had caused without even knowing it saddened her. If she didn't have that power maybe she would still be with that one family. She couldn't tell what would of happened. She laid there thinking, before slowly nodding off to sleep.

Tokiwa awoke the next mourning, but she wouldn't get up straight away just laying there. unsure about anything really anymore. She had powers, she didn't quite want, powers that could destroy a whole city. She wished to be more like kanana, she wished she had powers like her, but the powers she were given were very destructive. What if they just unleashed themselves one day, would kanana be able to stop her? She sighed before slowly getting up and siting on the side of her bed waiting for Elena.

Tokiwa would smile at elena and eat her food slowly, then would allow elena to dress her. she looked over at the toys, " I'll play here for now." she would say going over and started to play with them, kanana had told her to go to the courtyard after lunch so thats what she would do, she still feared herself and what she would do to other without even knowing it. she almost contemplated leaving the castle and the city, and getting away from it all and away from everyone so she could hurt no body.

Tokiwa would of been after a while of playing would be took to the courtyard. she would for the most part run around and play out there, trying to keep her mind off things, especially her powers, she knew that kanana would help her but, what if she couldn't what if her powers would always be uncontrollable, she almost hoped this whole thing was a dream and that she was still down in the streets, she didn't want to hurt anymore. A few hours had pasted and Elena brought her a snack, she ate it slowly, waiting for kanana to show.